This drabble truly comes from the heart.
Have you ever experienced a grave loss, that of one of the people you held dearest? I did, one year ago; and while the emotion fades in time, there are moments in your life when you feel that irreparable pain again. Your heart is lacerated and your soul torn apart, because death truly is eternal -- there is no turning back, there is no remedy and no solution. Tonight I felt it all again... and I took advantage of it.